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Friday, July 25, 2008

TURNING 21...EVEN MORE PANICKING..l(l(

Hi again guys !!!! yesterday evening after i posted my experiences abt how i wrapped up my UG education and how shit paranoid i am to step into PG education and i suddenly realised tht i was getting OLD !!!! it was thn it striked me sumwhr tht "oops ! i am actually turning 21 next month...oh..sorry..IN LESS THN A MONTH..!!!this mite not be tht a big deal for many of u reading this but sumhow its freaking me out...BIG TIME !!!!!

Its like an end of the era !!! i am never going to feel how turning 16 feels to be...its actually going to be like an end of a TEEN ERA !!! life after this isnt going to be the same anymore..i am rite here standing to set out on a different journey altogether...!!!!!!!!!

As a kid,i absolutely loved waiting for my birthday...August was my favourite month...i loved planning for my birthday party,rite from planning games for the party,sending invitations,buying the return gifts and ofcourse also the GIFTS tht my friends wld bring for me..:):):):P:P:D...tht was the most exciting part actually...:P.........

Alas, all tht is never ever going to cum back again....:(:(:(:(...no more turning sweet 16 :(:(...boo hooobahh bahhh...:(:(:(:(:(

i am no more thrilled for AUGUST and definitely not my birthday...
If not 16,i hope to remain 21 all my life...:):):)...actually...,i think this is wht i am going to wish this time on 29th aug !!!

All of you out thr who turned 21,plz share ur experiences with me and also those ppl who r yet to turn 21 :):):):)

Thursday, July 24, 2008

COLLEGE OVER...PANICKING !!!

hiiii ppl..i am back into blogging...:):)..i am finally done with my coll and i have been free for the last 3 months...i have been free all this longggggg and i have nooo idea why i havent posted a single blog....the last time i wrote a blog was like one year back...and frankly speaking,i dont think one can make any time during the final year of college...anyways, talking abt college,its weird as to how the last 3 years have passed sooooo swiftly..i still distinctly remember the day 15th JUNE 2005 whn i joined st.francis..tht was the first day of my coll and i was shit scared abt everything..abt studies coz microbiology and biochemistry were like just born babies in the industry and abt ppl..i was dead paranoid abt the ppl who were going to b around me..and abt everything and anything..:P:P:P:):)..after tht how my 1st year slipped away and how 2nd year popped in,and how tht got over and how i landed in my 3rd year....whoaaaa...i am in a way thankful tht it all got over soooo quickly coz i badly wanted to get out of tht place...

i had a nice time in my coll,not a gr888 one though.. and being in one of the best colls can never give u a hard time...i never thought, getting out of my coll wld make me sad at one point of time..but the day my last exam got over i.e on 9th April 2008,i was kinda traumatised..all kinds of emotions were running inside me..happy,sad,...i wanted to hug alll my friends,classmates and cry for a while..i cldnt believe tht i finished my coll...i was finished with my UG..!!!

i dint even get a month break off after my 10th...i was running from pillar to post since thn...so i purposely planned in starting with my PG from AUGUST.!!!..and sooo here i am..:):)

And today i am back to sqaure one..i still have sum time to join my NEW coll and i shit scared again..for probably the same reasons again..but one thing tht i knw for sure is tht,i will definitely try and make this a wonderful experiance for myself..!!!

And all of u out thr who r still in coll,just remember to utilise ur coll life to the fullest...coz its NEVER EVER GOING TO COME BACK FOR U ..!!!!!...COLLEGE DAYS ARE INDEED SPECIAL..!!!!cyaaa..